I Am The Walrus






         

September 26, 2006

Random Thoughts Yet Again

Filed under: Uncategorized — anagrrrl @ 11:04 pm

Last night, someone LITERALLY stole my cab. Four half-naked (from the waist up, thank God), unattractive men jumped in front of my cab and told me to get out. Don’t worry, they weren’t trying to rob me or anything. They had an emergency. I promptly jumped out, and they carried a young girl in the cab to be rushed to the hospital.

I offered to pay for the fare I consumed but they said they’d handle it.

That ups the weirdness factor of my life.

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This guy who was "introduced" to me (in quotes because I haven’t actually met him) is part of a video commercial that can only be seen online.

I can’t tell you where to find it. Let’s just say I’m mighty proud of him. (And completely horrified to meet him — which is a compliment. To him.)

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How’s this for God’s hand working in my life?

Last week, I silently wished that for my birthday (which is this Friday), I had the simplest of wishes — that somebody would treat me to lunch.

SInce the work week started, I haven’t paid for lunch.

See? When you ask for something simple, God processes real fast. AND he overdelivers, too.

I wonder what that means for my love life?

September 15, 2006

My Mojo

Filed under: Uncategorized — anagrrrl @ 5:20 am

I haven’t written a good, solid, readable prose in quite a while. And this week, I was able to write TEN. I’m eff-ing on fire.

Got my mojo back. People are reading me again. It feels good to be alive.

September 9, 2006

First Kiss

Filed under: Uncategorized — anagrrrl @ 2:04 am

PROLOGUE: Here’s another short story I wrote. You would appreciate this better if you watch the second season of CSI:NY but I’ve structured it so that those who don’t (and I can’t understand why you don’t) watch the show would still appreciate it.

Anybody here who’s ever had a first kiss would completely relate…

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It would happen on an ordinary day where one least expects it. It would happen at an ordinary place like the workplace at the (fortunately) co-ed locker room.

He would already be there, changing from his work clothes to perhaps gym clothes. He would probably be in a subtle state of undress — just a tank top and boxer shorts maybe. He would have his glasses off, his hair wet. Halfway into putting on his clothes, she would walk in.

They’ve known each other for a year. It would probably not be awkward anymore. She would get startled, but eventually laugh it off. She will go to her locker door and fidget with her things. “What was I supposed to get again?” she would probably think.

Quantico

” she would say.

He would sigh. “Yeah. FBI or bust” he’d say.

“We work together almost 24 hours in a day and I’m the last to know?” she finally turns to him, closes her locker door, almost confrontational, but still in her gentle sweet demeanor.

He would chuckle a bit. “I didn’t think it would matter”

“You got the highest recommendations from Mac.” she would say. “Did you ask him to do that?”

“FBI’s been wooing me for a year” he’d say, putting on his pants and his shirt and his jacket. “It was all up to me from the beginning”.

He would sit on the bench. She would sit beside her.

“For how long?” she would ask.

“Six months. If I decide to move forward, four years.” He would turn to her, waiting for a reaction. She just stares at the floor in utter disbelief.

“If they’ve been wooing you for a year” she would ask “why say yes now?”. She returns his glance.

He would stop and think for a moment. He would look away.

“Only two things can happen here.” he would say, his voice as soft as it has never been before.

He would take a deep breath.

“I tell you that I’m crazy about you” he would say “you turn me down.”

He would look to her for a reaction but she just stares at him.

“I get devastated.” he would continue “I find it hard to concentrate. I find it hard to work with you. Mac gets pissed off. I get reprimanded, fired even. Or I eventually leave”.

He would pause for what seems like three eternities.

“Or” he would start again “I tell you that I’m crazy about you, and through some heavenly twist of fate or some dumb joke of the universe…. You tell me that you feel the same way”.

He would look at her again. She would only play with her fingers, obviously anxious.

“We fall in love” he’d say, his voice breaking “We kiss, have dinner, hold hands” he would pause “make love even”.

She would chuckle a bit.

“And then we tell everyone else.” he would continue “Some will like it, some won’t. Maybe Mac won’t like it. It affects our job. It affects all those around us. We’ll argue about it, we’ll find the most trivial things about each other and eventually hate each other. We can’t stand to be in the same room. And I eventually leave. See a pattern?”

She would let out a deep sigh. “Danny….” She would start.

“Let’s just skip all that” he would interrupt her “We can’t win either way. I end up leaving. So might as well leave now while I have the chance”.

She would touch his face. He would feel every inch of his skin all tensed. He would look at her.

She would touch his lips and look at them earnestly. “What is she doing?” he would think.

He would see the space between their faces slowly disappearing until he would practically feel her breathing. “Is she even breathing?” he would think. “Am I even breathing?”

Just then, like a universe exploding, something monumental, something significant happens. Two bare lips touching. She would try to keep her distance but he wouldn’t be able to help it. Soon his hands would have a mind of their own, going into her hair, her neck, her arms, her back. He would restrain himself, try to be as gentle as possible, but his heart is just exploding with passion.

She would pull away, but not too far as to make him think that she was offended, just far enough to tease him. She would smile, the most flirtatious smile she has ever given — her, the uptight country girl.

“We have a problem ,then” she would say.

September 6, 2006

Random Thoughts Again

Filed under: Uncategorized — anagrrrl @ 6:21 am

Had lunch with a priest today. Now, how many of you can make that statement?

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A true friend is someone who is so unbelievably patient that she will listen to your idiotic banter about your latest false passions, she will try to be involved somewhat to said false passions, and finally, give you a blow by blow account of the occurrence of aforementioned passion (it’s a TV show) because you don’t have cable. Pare, da best ka talaga. M&M’s forever!

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I’ve been an insomniac for three years, since I had Cojie. I always sleep around 2am no matter how tiring my day is. And the only way I get to sleep is when I have a drink. Thus concludes our lesson on the Foundations of Alcoholism.

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Speaking of passions, I remember an X-files episode where this guy says to Fox Mulder "Do you believe that love can change a man?". And the episode was about this alien who saw a baseball game and he absolutely loved the sport that he transformed himself to become human so that he can play baseball.

I have the weirdest passions. They are usually TV shows, movies, books. I watched "From Hell" and got interested in Jack the Ripper and serial killers and read case files online. Harry Potter and Bridget Jones got me interested in British books and films. Michael Moore made me a wannabe Democrat. The Eraserheads made me sit through four hours listening to the radio so I could win their album Cutterpillow (on cassette tape!). When I watched Jose Rizal (GMA Films), I told myself "I’m going to work for GMA someday".

Sometimes passion doesn’t come in the form of a man.

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If anybody has Alanis Morrisette’s King of Pain on mp3, please email it to me arasevilla@gmanetwork.com. Thanks. (Wahahaha! Nanawagan….)

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In four months, it’s going to be Christmas. Woopdeedoo.