Random Rant. Please Ignore.
When you really look at it closely, it really is my fault. It’s not one of those times where I just say "Sige na nga, ako may kasalanan" just so I can sleep soundly at night without plotting murder. This time it was really my fault. If this were a math equation, the products would have only me and me as the variables.
But in a twisted sort of way, I’m happy I did it. She’s right, I don’t have the giant "What If?" hanging over my head like a loose hairclip. I did what I could. I did what I wanted to do. I gave it a shot. Then it happened. Wonderberry.
What’s great about this crazy life of ours is that each event, each person, each place, each opportunity is a puzzle piece that leads to another opportunity, then another, then another. It could be a disastrous opportunity or it could be a goldmine. Or it could be another oppoertunity. The whole Life Puzzle has infinite edges (Fractals come to mind) where more puzzle pieces could and eventually would fit. I’d like to think that despite this stupid, stupid, stupid (said it three times because three people told me it was stupid) thing that I did, it will eventually lead somewhere. Where it is, I have no idea.
